ugh u r so cute
Last night was pretty nice, then pretty awful.
I was really happy I got to hang out with lovely people and catch up with Natalya, hear about her life and things going well. I was happy there was no awkward bs between anyone. I was really happy Liz got grace to dance!! She never dances and thinks she’s terrible at it when she is actually really normal.
I wasn’t happy about Kaelan getting way too drunk/abusing alcohol again. I hate how he uses it to let go of so many of his feelings but thankfully we finally discussed that he shoulddddnt be drinking at all since he can’t seem to refrain from abusing it.
On a more ridiculous note I found out that Kaelan can see himself marrying me and is very afraid of how deeply he feels. I found this out through his drunk blabbering to people which was incredibly embarrassing but also sort of sweet…? Wth is wrong with me.
things girls do that I love:
- offer their friends sips of their coffee drinks without being asked
- scratch each others back
- say things like “smell this lotion I bought this weekend”
- compliment each other’s eyebrows
- that thing when they agree with you and their eyes get really wide and they nod their head solemnly
- throw out each others gum wrappers or chip bags when they get up
Just talked to Lauren and it went really well. We got over our conversation about “the incident” pretty quickly and just starting hanging out/talking about life.
It was really nice to talk to someone who was on the same page with so many things and could be receptive of so many topics.
Open-minded people are nice people.
So the teacher sat down ALL OF THE BAD KIDS next to each other and was like okay help sit on them/keep them focused.
I went over and told him that there were two kids that literally can’t work in groups and needed to be alone to do work. He put one of the kids by himself but kept the girl that just wouldn’t stop talkingggg in the center of everyone.
She kept talking about making out with girls, parties, drinking, etc. every time I told her to stop she had a million stupid excuses and argued like a five year old. It was like “hey stop talking or get away from this group of people you’re distracting”
And she was like “i just stopped talking. I just finished my sentence”
The teacher will be more stern with guys but he won’t put this girl in her place no matter how manipulative she acts. Whhhy
Someone who usually seems pretty down posted a really positive status today and it made me happy.
Someone I’m not that close with asked me how I was doing and meant it and it made me happy.
Finally got to walk around the class and answer questions instead of just working with kids one on one.
I successfully helped 3 kids and they all were really nice and thought I was helpful. Ahhh this feels great to feel productive
some gorgeous trees